bleach episode 12

Iapos;m feeling much better today.I made some new friends today so i donapos;t feel so bad about my "best friend" being sick of me.
The new friends i made seem really nice and i think thereapos;s potential for me and them to become quite close. Itapos;s amazing how much we have in common.. It wasnapos;t even weird that I was the only girl amidst them. It still hurts to feel rejected by my other friend, but making new ones definately eases the pain.

Foodwise, things are okay. Iapos;m not eating as much as I should..but at least Iapos;m eating and keeping it down. Exercise is consistent. I feel okay about uni work at the moment because Iapos;ve made arrangements with some people to help me study before exams. Honestly, I think the fact that my "best friend" wanted to get away from me has benifited me in that it motivated me to contact people that will help me out with exams.

I donapos;t feel so alone. Obviously I miss not having someone to talk to as confortably as i did with him, but Iapos;ll cope. Iapos;m trying to stay positive. Today I reaslised just how impressionable I am. I really need to undergo some kind of journey of self-disocovery because this cameleon thing isnapos;t doing my identity any favours. Having no sense of self makes me cling to my ED tighter and thatapos;s not a good thing.
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